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is good?? Just wondering whether to go for it. Mom wants to see this movie because of one song (i don’t remember which though) and Nick too is excited about the movie. So just thinking about taking both of them for movie…but with this pack schedule, sigh!!

If any of you have seen it, any verdict? Should i go or refuse

We are poles apart… hardly anything is similar. I will give u some example:

He loves walking, I love riding.
He loves food cold, I love them hot.
He loves hot tea, i love cold tea.
He is introvert, I am extrovert.
He loves R & B, I love Jazzy
He loves thriller books like that of Sidney Sheldon but i don’t like at all.
He loves action movies or teen flicks, I love drama.
He loves reality shows of MTV or sensational stories of India TV, i feel irritated with mention of them.
He loves formal clothes, i prefer casuals.
My ideal evening would be spending at bar, his at home watching tv together or walking around the street.
Our opinion on hot and trendy are as different as north and south.

But despite all this, our common interest is:
Harry Potter
and LOVE

Sometimes I wish I had never met you…

Whenever I see relationships breaking so called social morals and values, I feel peace. Not because it gives me sense of Am-Not-Alone, but it reminds me that even in hostile scenario life seeks ways of happiness. I have an aunt. Uncle expired 7 years back but she’s taking good care of her 3 children. Her youngest son is of my age and we are good friends as well. Apparently she is in relationship (calling it affair would be too cheap) with a married man.

I was talking to her son and out of nowhere topic of love popped up. I brainwashed him with my philosophy of  love that it happens with anyone regardless of caste, color, creed or gender (after all I am searching for some back force when I decide to come out). As we were discussing, he admitted that his mother is in love with a married man and he hasn’t got any problem. His mother’s love can’t desert his wife because of various social things but my cousin is ok about that.

My aunt got married at the age of 15, that too without her consent. But still she accepted the decision and moved on. Together they built a happy family of 5. After my uncle expired, her whole world collapsed. Then later because of various reasons, her business collapsed and her family became economically unstable. During such hard period instead of supporting, many of our relative began treating her differently because she was single. There I saw the true ugly faces of so called our own blood. When she was rich, everyone used to admire her and when her economy collapsed no one gave her helping hand. During such hardship, our family was the only family with her.

In her struggle for life, she met a man, who was married but still he gave her support and they are happy to be together. The society doesn’t approve this relationship, but so what? My aunt is happy and as long as she’s happy why should the society bother about it?

My cousin feels if his mom wants to marry him, he will fully support and so will I. She has every right to seek happiness and no social boundaries, values or god know what can’t stop her from seeking it.

People might see it from another perspective like she’s trying to destroy someone’s family or blah blah. But reality is: It’s not about being right or wrong, it’s just about love. And they love each other and that’s what is Important.

If you start judging everything with right and wrong: then love will be doomed and happiness will just vanish. Am I wrong? I bet, not!

Right now, am in love with this song by Emmylou Harris as a  Soundtrack of Brokeback Mountain. Ever since i heard this song i liked it…. but now, as i found someone, the meaning of this song has increased even more…. especially the last two lines….

This is for you Nick.

Here’s the lyrics! and video

Go to sleep, may your sweet dreams come true
Just lay back in my arms for one more night
I’ve this crazy old notion that calls me sometimes
Saying this one’s the love of our lives.

Cause I know a love that will never grow old
And I know a love that will never grow old.

When you wake up the world may have changed
But trust in me, I’ll never falter or fail
Just the smile in your eyes, it can light up the night,
And your laughter’s like wind in my sails.

Lean on me, let our hearts beat in time,
Feel strength from the hands that have held you so long.
Who cares where we go on this rutted old road
In a world that may say that we’re wrong.

So, which song speaks your mind now? How about writing a post and letting me know

I know still 2 months left for my Europe Travel but I am excited. Got my tickets and found out I have 7 hours transit in Delhi while going. Also while returning I have 8 hours transit in Delhi. Hmm first 7 hours is not problem since it’s in the evening but while returning back, there’s a problem. I will land in Delhi at around 11.50 PM and my flight to Ktm is at 9 in the morning only. So i guess will have trouble.

But am excited… am planning which cities to visit… I guess Paris is MUST on my list. Berlin is another great city. Definitely Amsterdam will be rocking lol Dreaming… dreaming hehehe (but partly worried whether i could afford it )

Still have to start visa process. But i don’t have to worry about it.

I know the whole world is looking Wall Street, so i thought why not me as well? So i applied for IPO of a local bank for the first time and guess what?

I didn’t get any shares…. there was more than 40  similar names but Sigh!! I had waited for 3 gruesome hours in that long….so called short but never ending line but still…… May be you gotta have a luck or one attempt is not enough! I dunno which one is true though…

But still am optimistic about another bank… soon IPO is opening and i am all set to invest again…. hopefully that time my luck would work

UPDATE: Went to interview, and i guess i did just okay…  And they said: it would take long process….so am just chilled…and not bothered….now having very nice luncheon with friends…yummy…. when good food’s around, who cares about other things

Tomorrow’s big day for me… I got job interview that too at internationally renowned media organization (though for local program but charm of being associated with such a big organization is different ).

The job needs different specialty than that I have. It’s on mother child health and i am desperately trying read all the data and information i could lend my hands on.

I hope to do well…  but i am worried and desperate at all. If i make it, it will be awesome but if I fail, what the hell